..TIME...2...WAIT..

WELL IT HAS CAME THAT TIME THAT I FIGURED I SHOULD WRITE SOMETHING ON HERE. LOL
I HAVE A LITTLE LESS THEN TWO WEEKS BEFORE I FIND OUT WHAT WE'RE HAVING! AND THE TIME COULDN'T BE GOING ANY SLOWER.
I AM 15 WEEKS PREGNANT TODAY AND I CAN FEEL THE BABY MOVING ALREADY..
EVERYONE THINKS WE ARE HAVING GIRL AND I REALLY HOPE IT IS.. REALLY SO THAT WAY I CAN BE DONE WITH THIS BABY STUFF.. LOL THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE BUT BRYCE IS STARTING HIS AGE 2 STUFF AND TO BE HONEST HE IS A GREAT LITTLE BOY AND LATELY ITS LIKE HE'S DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER THAT JUST ERKS ME.... I THINK IT'S MY HORMONES HONESTLY... BUT SERIOUSLY.. HAHAHA
I'M SUPER EXCITED ABOUT THIS SECOND BABY THO.. I'M ANXIOUS AND SCARED BUT VERY EXCITED...
I'VE BEEN AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER THE LAST FEW WEEKS.. OKAY MONTHS.. MONEY IS TIGHT, LIKE IT IS FOR EVERYONE AND I'VE BEEN SUPER HOMESICK. MY PARENTS HAVE CAME TO US BUT I JUST AM LONGING FOR A TRIP BACK TO NAMPA. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING AND BE ABLE TO EAT AT ALL MY FAVORITE PLACES. I CAN'T DO THOSE THINGS HERE AND MOST OF ALL I JUST MISS MY FAM AND FRIENDS LIKE MAD CRAZY.. THIS HAS BEEN CAUSING TENSION BETWEEN CARLOS AND I.. HE CAN'T JUST LEAVE TO TAKE ME AND BRYCE AND HE REFUSES TO LET ME DRIVE ALONE BEING PREGNANT.. WELL HE CHANGED HIS MIND FINALLY BUT STILL IT'S BEEN INTERESTING AROUND HERE TO SAY THE LEAST..
WELL THINGS SHOULD START CALMING DOWN SOON.
I JOINED A CHURCH MOMMY GROUP AND THAT HAS BEEN AMAZING. VERY REJUVINATING AND EYE OPENING. THEY HAVE THEM COUNTRY WIDE.. CALLED MOPS.. MOTHERS OF PRESCHOOLERS. YOU CAN FIND THEM LOCALLY ON LINE.. THEY DO A LOT OF REALLY NEAT THINGS WITH THE CHILDREN AND THE MOTHERS AS WELL!!
WELL ITS LATE AND I HAVE AN EARLY START TOMORROW!
MUCH LOVE
TIFF